i feel i should have a seperate post....lol BABY IS COMING BACK... i miss u sosososo much baby..... u dunno how much i think of u every single day. i wait for ur sms with almost desperation man...... will u be kind to teach me some math baby...... OVER N OUT
12:51 AM
I NEVER STUDY!!!! WOOOO!!! RAWK ON!!!!!! lol.... many would never believe tat someone will actually not study for her JCTs... tats yours truely. and the wierdest thing is tat even though i did not study cos of my own reluctance to do so... i feel so bloody guilty. like u know u ate a humongous cheese burger and u totally regret it later...... its just like last year during o levels... every night i would say 'ok lets study' then i would end up doing something else..... but its different tis year. o levels u can get by with common sense. a levels, u need superhuman mental capabilities and capacity. its insane amount of info for a brain like mine. i admit tat i am stupid since i am in primary skool. by sheer luck i got to where i am.... now its pay back time man. life's a bitch isnt it. i spent 7 full days sleeping, dazing, jogging ANYTHING BUT STUDY!!! its the fucking a levels man.... i jus cannot stuck it and do it.... bleah i need someone to do it wif me... but i am afraid i will likw ka jiao the person. i have a really rea;;y short attention span of perhaps 5 minutes. at the beginning of the hols i told myself tat i cannot fail too badly... i guess i wun fail badly cos I WILL TOTALLY FLUNK!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA i wanna die..... OVER N OUT
12:40 AM
Saturday, June 07, 2008
WOOOOHOOO... i totally broke my head on friday!...lol. have to wait 2 days before i can think properly again. hope it wun affect my JCTs lol... but if i dun do well then yall know the reason....lol. thx to all those who pei me to the A and E tat day and SX hu paid for me...lol. i will try to return u the money soon. the doc say the net price for going A and E is like 75 bucks... so i may as well get stitches and stuff since i muz pay so much. so i got 3 stitches!! and i dunnid to shave moi head cos the doc say i got veh little hair. botak oso got use one ok....lol then cos of moi head cannot play captain ball ystd. so sad... i think of it ffor 1 week le lef. then so sad cannot play....boo. then me get fat cos fridat broke head nvr excersise then the next few days oso cannot excersise. FAT! lol. then i never wash hair for 3 days!! even i oso feel er.... then suay suay Baby's kor kor kena slash by chopper then have to get like 7 stitches.....lol. but we are all fine!! so its like ok la...lol baby... thx for ur caringness this few days.... i was not nice to u and all. i know. sorry baby.....
OVER N OUT
10:55 PM
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
another day of the june hols has passed. did nothing today but its ok....lol. went wif Baby to bras basar to check out TYS and finally decided to jus buy in skool. then Baby went to dental. i sat outside and slept uglily...lol. tomolo we gonna se sex and the city!!! so exciting!! i am 18 so I CAN LEGALLY WATCH! have to smuggle 3 underaged kids to the show tomolo....lol.
Baby... it seems that i have been making u sad these pass few weeks... and i know most of it is cos of what i said. i tend to tok alot... this also lead to me saying things i do not really mean. i jus say for the sake of saying... not tat all the stuff i say is pointless la... but i tend to use strong words.... u are such a sweet and sensitive girl, a monkey-brain like me need more time to understand how to control the trash that spills out of my gap. i know u have been very patient le... Baby, i shall try to not make u sad or angry so often k... MUAKS!!!
OVERNOUT
5:43 AM
Monday, June 02, 2008
BOOOYAH!!! my Baby helped me set this blog up. LUCKY LUCKY me cos my Baby is so so so good to moi. ILU.... Bon Voyage to RURU... have a happy holiday!! today went to study at T3 wif Baby.... did abit of reading... haven really start doing anything yet. people lets hope i start soon...lol. especially math. write until abit tired le....LOL.... lets end here...lol OVER N OUT
7:11 AM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
HELLOS :) i revived your blog darling :) althou its more like for me to kill time and play de, but its ok, no worries :) i will make sure your blog is alive and kicking oh. Hahahah. Darling, OH Darling :) i love you so v muchhhh. Hahaha, oh i suddenly feel like making an attempt to talk&type like twiiiit.
attempt start/ yoOoOZz babIeeX dArhhDarHhlinGs, iI lUbbS eUu soOo v. muuChHiieXx. attempt fail/
Hahaha. i am tired typing like a brainless twits omgg, how can they survive man. Hahahas. Darling i miss you, i hvnt seen yu in 2 days :( it's ok, there's tmr :) HAHA. something to look fwd to. and we will strive to study hard, (as always) Hahahaha. oh no, oh no. Hahahas. darling i love you, (muacks)
Jason Mraz - If it Kills Me
Hello, tell me you know
hat you've figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
'Cause you and I, we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend
Well all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still cant say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me,
If it kills me
How long can I go on like this
Wishing to kiss you
Before I rightly explode
nd this double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Baby, theres a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong
All I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still cant say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me,
If it kills me
If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
Well all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me,
If it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, If it kills me
