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Sunday, December 17, 2006

n now abt yz.... btw.. this is my 2nd new opost so ppl hu is acy\tually reading my blog can check out the XENA POST TOO!!
her new style is so bloody pretty lah!! veh girl... guess every girl has to grow up... but tis is nt the pt...
tis is quite interesting lah ( to me) n guess i want to share...lol
recently as u all know yz went to capitol n became colleagues wif jolin. and TADAH... tabloid's dream cum true. they start spinning tales abt bitching and animosity btwn the 2. if u are clear headed, u wuld probably know they had been gd frens since yr 2000.....
then there is tis report tat totally gt her pissed off.... normally she will shrug these things off... but tis time they gt her mad...lol. they say tat yz dun wanna go jolin concert cos she dun like jolin n is 'jealous' of her... and they say tat yz said it herself. then BAM... yz dun like ppl shoving stuff into her mouth.... so she was pissed.
she posted a reply on the capitol forum... titiled 'the crap abt me and jolin'... dun tink i wanna post it here, cos capitol actually tore the post down..... causing outrage among the fans u actually say the post....
i saw thw original post somewhere else.... it is really what i cally a "honest" reflection of their relationship. she said somthing like, sure she n jolin were nt best of buds n tat she will nt stick a limb out for her but they had a good thig going on and tat theyrespected and ecouraged each other. and in a very polite way... telling the tabloids to piss off...

capitol tore the post down without an explaination at 1st. and ppl start yelling abt freedom of speech n stuff (including me)... they a frew days later they post a reply saying tat tis is for yz's best interest n they had yz's permission...blah blah blah... n then pl start feeling sorry n apologised for being so rude.....lol....

kids... lol... we are totally being played. so willingly.... we accept any explaination. i still think they shld nt pull yz's post down... i mean if she po it up in the 1st place she will have to answer for her actions... in some way.... hey.. dun get me wrong... i still love her all the same. but in a way, the media has no integrity when it cums to news n sales n cash. thank god for the good music. the music industry is so ugly in a way tat u wonder if all the songs abt love have some kind of formula... n they jus make use of our lack of music knowledge to exploit us.

it seems tat we cannot look deep into anything anymore... no matter hoe beautiful a flower is, the main function is to decieve an unsuspecting bee into becoming a tool to pass its pollens. all the acts of kindness... are they genuine?? is god even real??
i guess all ppl mus learn to take things at face value. the human soul at its core is : survival. the ultimate theory of the stongest survive... any beauty in anything is tainted by the blunt truth of its original objective......
haiz....
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12:25 PM


yoz!!! get ready for a bloody long post ppl...... i need to blog more sia...lol. n stilll no tag boad...lol...
k.... naturally... this post will mostly be abt xena.... like duh.....

in case u dunno... for the past month, i have dedicated almost all of my time on the com to the sole purpose of watching XENA:THE WORRIOR PRINCESS on youtube...... the routine wuld be open 3 windows of youtube and one window of tv.com.....the youtube windows will be for loading and watching xena and tv.com to know which is the next ep to watch....
freaky stuff, but true...lol. why am i writing these stuff, becos i need closure.guess all of u dunno tat in the end, xena died. like completely staying dead... tis is nt the 1st time xena and gabby died, but they axed the show b4 xena could cum bac, so theoratically, xena is truely, resting in peace. n gabrielle(xena's 'sidekick') now has to travel alone.
what bother most fans was tat after all the tok abt forgiveness, redemption n love blah blah blah..... xena died to pay for her past mistake... n what's worst... this time it was an ACCIDENT!!

XENA"S CLASSROOM: fyi, xena was a really mean person n killed alot of ppl, she then met hercules hu made her change. she then went o a jorney across the land to do good n find redemption along the way . n on her journey, she met gabrielle hu became her 'soulmate...

so... only in death, could justice be found....total BS!! so blood can only be paid by blood?? totally revoking the morals of the whole series.... but i guess this all happened cos they have to axe the series due to some management decisions.... f--k them......

i feel that X:WP is truelly a very underrated show.... the quality of writing n execution is breath-taking.... u will be surprised at the depth of the cheracters and story. the setting is in new zealand(LOTR remamber) n the costumes are graet. i bet many of us watched tis series when we were littke n had no real recollection of it.... hey, if channel 5 shows it on tv in those days... it has to be pretty big in the world. if u have enjoyed it then, watch the whole thing now... it wuld be so worthed it..... if if if u only have time for 1..... which is truely so so nt enough.... watch 'been there, done tat"... a comedy ep... jus to see if u get the xena humor... well if u dun get it, guess this series is nt for u.... some ppl jud dun like tongue-in-cheek humor, they get all serious when xena messed with the greek myjths and jumps abt the timeline n nt to forget, defy death and gravity.... but hey.. wats a fantasy wihout outragious imagination. n of cos... the eye candy....LOL. this guy which is a god to many, uploaded the whole freaking series.... god bless him.....

did u guys know tat there are sucj things as a XENA convention....lol.. it is basically a gathering for ppl hu love to watch xena. the stars of the show will also attend teh conventions and like chat.... they had 1 in aus in jan 2006... ALOT OF PPL WENT...lol.... saw it on youtube. see a show with such following aft 6 yrs is sure something to check out....

another very surprising discovery is tat tis show has a huge fanbase consisting of lesbians...LOL. its mostly cos they find affirmation in the relationship btwn xena and gabby. well it all depends on one's perspective. to me they are NT LOVERS... they are trully 'soulmates'. they wemt thru life n death. gabby;s daughter killed xena's son.... n xena killed her daughter....( btw tis is becos gabby's daughter is the incarnation of pure evil). yet their friendship has the strength to finally allow them to find forgiveness.....awww.... tis is just one of the many times they have to forgive each other...lol. gabby jus keeps screwwing up xena's perfect plans. yes, they do keep saying 'i love u' n ' u are my life' n 'u show me the way' n yah the 'even in death i will always be with u" awww.....*tear**..... but friends can say tat too.... oo. n they kiss... but nt for love reasons.. mostly they do it to save each other's life... like a sleeping beauty kind of kiss. i always believe tat one's heart can have more then just 1 person. every intense relation ship can be plationic.. meaning without the sex....

wat i have learn aft watching xena is tat life's a bitch, we are always surrounded by ppl trying to get a piece of u . u could either walk away or stand n fight these ppl. make every decision with the ppl u love in ur mind... to do wat is rite. walking away require the same amunt of courage fighting does.... so wat will xena do.....

wow... what better way to find closure then to whine in my blog....lol.. nt will be abt yz...LOL... wat a life....lol.....

11:30 AM