re blogged cause i didnt tok abt the teachers...lol...
i am not the type to be grateful lah...i jus try... wun be too in depth...i dunno y i jus dun have a connection wif teachers...
miss sia... nice person, can consider to be social worker....smart but too thin... muz eat more!! u sure bluff when u say u eat alot lor... ANEROXIC!!! lol.. dunno hoe to spell.... thx for teaching me maths....
mrs lim PS..... happy-ss teacher-sss day-ss to-ss u-ss....lol... GREAT teacher.... proster at math....love u to death... thx for saving me... u save ny math!!
mr siva.... sacar... n2 abt 2c though u dun show...luv u secretly too...lol... basically wanna see the face of the shock ppl when they see ur name here...lol... *moi eyes*
mrs george.... nice experience techer... made moi english lesson interecting... n gave me high marks so i would like eng... bad sadly the passion kena trampled by april ng...... so i would point a gun in ur face if u call me write ANOTHER NARRATIVE COMPO OR COMPREHENSION!!
miss loh.... nice teacher tat care abt our class n shuai ppl.... u save us from a series of wierdo bio teachers... yah... made me like bio....but ur voice to damn loud lah...
miss clair tan... interesting....hinthint... like jap, made moi history class more meaning ful...hinthint
mrs har.. jus wanna niao ur MICRO SOFTWORD!! MICROSOFT WORD N PHYSICS LOVER!!! WIERD!!!! mOI 4 marks!! lol....
lol.. fun niaoing teachers,,, above comments r nt made by yvette lin xin er of 3c... it is her inner demon surfacing for a moment.... so DUN SUE ME....plssssssss.. n gimme high high marks k?? n to those i did nt memtion... I OSO WANNA THANK U FOR GIVING ME WAT I HAVE N DESTROYING MOI BRAIN!! jkjk...
7:47 AM
sorry for nt blogging for likr half a month. has been a crazy 2 weeks, test, np, so blogging has not been in my to-do-list. thanks to teacher's day we caould take a breather, so HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
went nigel hse after the teacher's day thingy... basically we wasted the aftenoon away playing PS2 the basket ball game.... gaol: to beat mousy aka moses at the tennis game and beat nigger at the basket ball game...lol.... this yr the celebration in skool was much much betta then last 2 yrs lor... muz be cause in our level un charge... I TINK OUR COHORD RAWKS!!
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in the course of this 2 weeks which i didnt blog, many stuff happened which i wanted to tok about.. but guess i just...forgot lah. n this feelings which i didnt get to express jus remained stuck inside me.
last time, when stuff is over.. its OVER!! i dun have to 'express' or fa xie them... they just 'decompose' inside into simpler substances... now... they just remain as a pile of shit inside me. so isit me tats the prob?? had i lost the ability to solve my own problems using my old heck-care way?? or isit tat my problems have become such complicated substances tat simple processes/solutions jus wun work anymore??
perhaps this just mean tat its time to say tat i have grown up, big problems have cum my way, i would have to deal with it like how the big ppl do it... now shutting myself off, keeping myself as a 3rd party, keeping my mouth shut is no longer the solutions....
however, this also brought me a lot of other probs.... i have never realise how words could hurt so much... a small reaction such as a wierd look could affect ppl tat much...
guess this is my sneak preview in to the real world. innocence no longer apply to us anymore...kao...
i was damn cranky today during the morning, i jus dunno y.... i jus very ANGRY... i dunno for wat. guess i am changing, to something ugly. i dun wanna continue, wish someone could stop me frm changing...
maybe im so angry all the time it cause i am angry at myself... how i suck; how i fail my maths; how i am stupid; how my attitude sucks; how my mouth blabber; how self-centred i am; how i am so bad at handling ppl n stuff; HOW I JUS HATE MYSELF!! tats y i am angry...
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NOTE!! 7 october!!! YZ new album!!! n she got RED HAIR!!!!!!!!!! its so cool!!! cannot show u all her nice nice pic cause i lazy...lol... wah think of yz make me feel betta...lol(i not les!!)too bad no money buy wu yue tian cd liao... but i tink can get frm edwin lah...hopefully....plssssss......
6:46 AM
thanks sec1s for the bbq... veh fun.. the pool veh big....lol. soli pt.. i know i still cannot swim. peiting tried to teach me how to swim... but guess i am destined to be a land animal... n I WANNA ROLLER BLADE SOMEMORE!!! lol...
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i know its time to let go liao... i never realise its so damn tedious, tiring. lol... make me tink of a yanzi song... but i not gonna put here lah... lazy...lol....
i never really see how this sucks till today. it was nt me... it was u... i see it... but i really really dunno y other ppl dun. i understand, but sadly, others dun. so i dun see the point of being unhappy anymore. jus let go...
however, i wun. nt tat i tink i have the ability. its cause i wanna try harder, cause i have nt been trying. i see u kept trying for a very long time liao. if u are tired, then rest.
but if u stop. then u are no longer the person i know... the stubbon bastard... u gotta jus hang on a little longer... jus a bit.. but if its still so rough, then its all up to u....
5:42 AM
NICE SKIN RITE!! muz scroll down for stuff hor!! i do until at night 2am siah... haven even finish moi harry potter... i like tis skin cause the pic in the middle veh nice, veh cool.
disclaimer: i oso like gal stuff..although tis abit boiboi
got this YZ song...lol...
nt promoting or anything(as if!!)
wanna share tis wif u all...
the lyrics r very meaningful...if u know wat i mean...
愛情證書 (ai qing zheng shu)
作詞：徐世珍
作曲：李偲菘
編曲：Terence Teo
寂寞當然有一點 你不在我身邊總是特別想念你的臉
ji mo dang ran you yi dian / ni bu zai wo shen bian
zong shi te bie xiang nian ni de lian
距離是一份考卷 測量相愛的誓言 最後會不會實現
ju li shi yi fen kao juan / ce liang xiang ai de shi yan /
zui hou hui bu hui shi xian
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我們爲愛還在學 學溝通的語言 學着諒解 學着不流淚
wo men wei ai hai zai xue / xue gou tong de yu yan /
xue zhuo liang jie / xue zhuo bu liu lei
等到我們學會飛 飛越黑夜和考驗 日子就要從孤單裡畢業
deng dao wo men xue hui fei / fei yue hei ye he kao yan /
ri zi jiu yao cong gu dan li bi ye
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我們用多一點點的辛苦 來交換多一點點的幸福
wo men yong duo yi dian dian de xin ku /
lai jiao huan duo yi dian dian de xin fu
就算幸福還有一段路
jiu suan xin fu hai you yi duan lu
等我們學會忍耐和付出 這愛情一定會有張證書
deng wo men xue hui ren nai he fu chu /
zhe ai qing yi ding hui you zhang zheng shu
證明從此不孤獨
zheng ming cong ci bu gu du
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although it toks abt love, but there r diff types of love. Friends, classmates, squadmates...
7:23 PM
friday had a screening of some of bertrand lee's film... i assume those hu cum see moi blog knows wats going on lah. i jus want to comment on the short film of his 'Birthday'
it impacted me... in jus 35 min... it lrft an impression deeper than any crappy hollywood film. its very local, very real, very vivid. u would never have expected it to be frm any of our local directors. he is a very very talented man...
if this the skool's way of making ppl donate more. they have succeeded. other than succeeding in raising fund, the skool have made us realise the talents tat s'pore posses, n the loss we have suffered.
during the screening, several sec 4s came in to donate some more money... they too have been touched by bertrand lee. the film touched on a subject tat i believe Jack neo would never include in his films. although the subject is not as 'common' as those in jack neo's movies, but the way it is filmed, made the story credible. n made the experience incredible...
though there r some' interesting' scenes, which i dun really understand,,, but i believe there is a reason for them. the last scene impacted me the most, n made the film whole. great ending....
for those hu haven seen it, go see it. hope that bertrand lee could in the near future, be back behind the camera...
back to np....lol. 2nd activity, suck-ish. this is the first time i realise how small ur sqd really is. its our blessing n also our curse. playing ball wif sec 1s is also fun lah. dun really care if it was appropriate... n it was ny fault the log book was not properly recorded...
OVER N OUT
12:10 AM
