hurhur....sorry all for not blogging. i abit no time these days lah.and hor....dun always chui1 me to blog can anot. got pressure okay....lol. but i tink lazy ppl like me need pressure, or else i may juz one day decide not to move at all...and rot in eternal hell( at least in hell u get tortured, u are the passive party, in heaven u muz do good things...active party...)
training course is cumming. in sec 1 it seem so so far away. guess wat....it is jus less than 3 weeks away. saddening lah.... maybe we will be the most slack tc in the history of dhs npcc. our sqd have very diff priorities. some ppl want pt( which is me lah) some ppl insist on doing the camp stuff(eg.cheers,flag). haiz... our sqd is still squabbling at this point of time. well, my pt has always been bad, tats y i want pt...okay, i am being selfish lah, but i already say not every1 muz go wat....u want then u cum, dunwan then fine lah....i know the camp stuff r important, but pt dun need to last for hours wat... i am happy to have 1/2 to 1 hour.
i heard frm ppl tat the scouts r very united....they dun have things like scout A dun like scout B or scout C dun like scout D. since a bunch of guys can do it....why cant our squad. we have never been able to communicate well....not once we consider a sqd outing as a sucess. maybe its because i dun get niao by ppl lah, tats y i dun see the point of ppl disliking each other. i mean, it does not help in improving the sqd's bonding. we shld be crazy abt our cca at tis point of time....but now, the only reply to anything related to np, a face of pure disgust or a big fat sigh of hopelessness.
but i tink it can be salvaged lah. can see frm the classification shoot today. lol...i tycoly got 75/90...lol....scarly i rmb wrongly...then my face would not only be on the ground.... it would be trampled, squeshed and left to rot. btw...our sqd is born to do tis man...most of us passed. jun yan and guang hui is the ultimate proness....they got 90/90...seh man... oni our skool have wor...lol. i totally can walk in PA wif moi head up high wif light shining on it at the angle of 60 degrees...(wed got physics test mah)i tink it will totally boost jun yan's morale and self confidance so tat he will cum np more often.
the number of gals tat passed is the number of gals needed for shooting com.... so chun3 rite...lol... too bad gal sqd so small lah. but small then got more chances to fa1 hui1...haiz....
i get to luv 3C more n more...lol... i feel i made new frens although i now so old liao( sec3 upper sec lehz) and i oso got veh scare of chiang kee... i tink he hate our class... other ppl say he not liddat in there class 1. bias...dun care him lah. bio boy didnt cum again, n again, n again....i tink i goin to fail bio. also realise miss sia not tat bad liao lah...although she still very bimboish....hauizzz tomolo got go out...go rest liao OVER N OUT
6:53 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
have u ever have the urge to jus throw everything away and jus run...
i know i have....
i've complained abt going to pa... but now i realise it was nt too bad,. we gt a chartered bus to pa. and basically it was quite fun. i read blogs by my sqd mates who went to activity. suddenly i feel ...detatched.they tok abt how crappy the training was and blah blah balh...but i was not there. i was nt there when the NCOs scolded them. i was not there when they had drill for 4 hours. then there is tis tok abt training camp.... tc really is a invisible pressure pushing our sqd to desperation. no doubt the attendence have improved.... but....
every one is saying that our sqd wun make a good NCO sqd....n i have to admit...we suck. we....or at least i feel so helpless... i dunno wat to do to help the sqd. i keep saying let nature take its course. now i regret saying it.
to say the truth... i dun really have the place to comment on the sqd lah. i have not been in much of the training since the pa thingy.but from the tone of ppl around...haiz....
YOZ!!! now to happy tots.... CNY is coming....n guess wat... I AM STUCK AT HOME!! means i will have little ang bao money n tonns of fats...WHEE!!!
do i sound suicidal.... shi xuan say tat i sound scary in msn...lol. aiya...i am anti social by nature so.... btw... blogs r a place to vent ur anger n crap rite... i agree tat blogs r personal...but there is still a degree of public responsibity involved... so i better watch my gap....
o man...Vday prezzies...
OVER N OUT
5:35 AM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
yoz....to all my readers...lol...ur crapper is back!! lol.... i am back wif a change!! i said before n i am going to say again...i realise my post have alot of unessesary 'leh' 'lah' and 'lor'. when i read...its as though listening to mrs george trying to speak singlish..lol. so i try lah....
i oso realise i never tok much abt moi new cls!! i luv the cls generally. the ppl r jus veh frenly and veh easy to tok to.... the oni thing tat bother me is tat we seem to be in cliques.... if any of the ppl in cliques r reading tis...try to interact more lah. play ball wif us or go recess wif us...us= the class.'
o yah... today got like 2 test...history n physics. i flop both...big time!! haiz...which of course is the typical situation lah. i shall work harder!!
the cls board is due on thurs...n basically it is going nowhere.... dunno how cum ppl dun wan to stay. i dun blame the sports ppl lah...but even sports ppl made the effort to contribute. some ppl jus sit there n comment n expect it to change it self. hello...stuff like these need effort n man power.pls lah!! haiz...the spcs oso gt test...they oso got a life. dun expect them to do all the stuff.
haiz...need to find pix of dragon...bb
OVERN OUT
