today was like the greatest day of my life....let me recount the wonderous stuff i experinced today....
i went k-box wif moi primary skool frens.... quite fun...sing till abit no voice liao....
but tis was not the best part. guess wat...I SAW SUN YAN ZI!!! i went to her autograph session. SHE SO DAMN CHIO!!!! in order to save time. we bought another cd wif the coupon.the ppl wif the coupon will die die get the autograph. if dun hav the coupon rite...u muz wait till yz sign fin the ppl wif coupon then if time allows...then she sign. so out of pure rashness, we bought the cd. i went wif 2 expert, so dun nid worry. they go for energy, sinapore idol, jay', gigs....so damn pro at sqeazing.
it rained abit lah....evertime oso liddat, but nt so bad lah....
when yz came...we so damn excited. there got alot of ppl. the no. of the car is 8778....so nice no. . too bad cannot buy 4d. she sing LIVE man...it was so damn pro...it sound juz like the album!!! but cannot see her cauz block me a piece of canvas. stoop.
cauz i got 2 album rite....i wan her to sign 2. but the stupid hmv ppl oni let her sign 1!! stoops man. her smile was so ..... i didnt say anithing.....all like happen in an instant. in fact when i got down the stage...i forgot everything. it was so .....surreal!!!
they oso took care of fans welfare....when u go doen rite...got free poka drink...the host was lin ling zhi...she suppose to entertain us while we wait. but we juz find her abit irritating...
there got alot china ppl. go snatch all the poster....but nvm...still saw yz....we stood abt 2 hours man....
soli if u tink tis entry is boring cauz i already told u the whole story...lol...cannot help it lah....
gtg prepare uniform...got training again
OVER N OUT
7:48 AM
Thursday, December 16, 2004
well...i am now pooped cause of the fancy training today....
the training not oni train u physically...it torture u psychologically too man...the procedure is nice, seh, cool...etc. BUT IT IS FREAKINGLY HARD!!! it is so damn fast n tiring....but tis was the easy part. the worst is tat when u cannot keep up or flop...u blame .....ur self.
the NCOs today were like totally pissed by us...we were shit! n u feel damn guilty cauz u tink u hav let the NCOs down...guilt would jus eat u inside out till u jus feel like kneeling down, crawl to the NCOs n beg for forgiveness. i totally dun belong man. i flop like shit. guess some times the best is not enough. or more accurately...the best is always not enough.
bi1 bu4 de2 yi3 was the words used by the NCOs to discribe tat all the gals hav to be in fancy... i dun know wat it means exactly. but to me it means tat no matter how good(the rest) or shitty(ME) u r, u r in....n they r not happy abt it...maybe i am too sensetive lah...i hope...
always long for training to end...so tat the fancy ppl can go do some 'bonding'. we went wen hao hse n play. damn crap leh. i tink trying to keep up wif moi sqd mates is tiring man. they all like those energiser battery bunnies liddat....wun tired 1. crazy. 1 moment we were playing the guitar...then some 1 start to wack ppl wiff tis stuff toy.the nxt moment, u find ur self eatin...they even want to go kayaking the nxt day....n tats y i luv them...lol
at the end of the day... u find urself so pooped tat u dun even want to tok...
feel sad for the ppl tat did not go into team...i mean, noone deserve so be treated like a spare tyre rite...
we haven return the 'punishments' leh.....
OVER N OUT
8:13 AM
Sunday, December 05, 2004
move hse....no com....explains the absence.
well, guess wat....npcc has tis new rule by our dear oc and to.... NO MORE COPARAL PUNISHMENTS(meaning u cannot punish ppl using pumping lah...)well...tis mean no more respect for NCOs!! these gd men n women slog their hearts out for 3 damn yrs, waiting for tis moment to complete the karma cycle.....and now....well, all i can say is...too bad...
i realise playing badminton is a not bad way to have an outing....everyone has fun...u get to exercise, n u dun hav to spend big bucks...lol...
well let me tell u abt fancy drill...all the yrs...when a dhsnpcc cadat reach sec 3.some will be chosen to do fancy drill.they are a batch of 'elite' cadats chosen thru a series of auditions...tis yr...cause gal sqd have limited no. of ppl..all the gals r in the team....but the guys still have to go thru the auditions....sad... however...i am not happy abt this so called 'privilage'.
u may think i am sadistic or prone to self mutilation( i like coperal punishments n pumpings ....)but without having to fight for a place in the team make me feel tat im not gd enough....nt fit to get into the team....when the monster said tat we were the 'elites' i wanted to walk away.... everything juz feel so...wrong when i was training....
perhaps if some ppl r not going for ip.... i would nt be in the team. during the audition...the NCOs said tat the departure of the ppl is 'wasted'. n commented tat they shld not hav gone.... well, i feel damn bad after hearing tat...i would always feel i am not 1st class matirial for this and im jus in for the sake of being in fancy.
dun get the wrong ideas....cuz i am in tis already n i am goin to try not to do too badly. haiz....jia you....
the ppl in fancy r great! there is this bonding lah....so make the training dun seem so bad....
haiz...haven touch my hw....guess sandy hav not enlighten me...im hopeless lah....lol....n finally ying shi is back....FANCY PPL!!!JIA YOU TOGETHER!!
OVER N OUT
