yay!!got my 1st choice....but dun really feel lyk going back to skool....it would not be the same....
saw other ppl blog all toking abt np....haiz...seriously i DUN care anymore.i mean i dun hav the power to change anithing.so y care abt things u cannot n is not allowed to change.....haiz....
the holidays is damn packed leh....i move hse...tonns of np....hw....puberty....etc. but i still got time to do some thinking....i tot alot....n i mean alot as in very insignificant stuff.mostly abt the ppl leaving...n the gd old days....
read ger blog n it made me tink of the things i skimed by without really realising its importance.the sec 1 sqd ncos really mold us to wat we r. i miss the gd old days when np is really NPCC....the days we can proudly throw our chest out n say tat we did XXX number of pumping or we run XXX rounds....the days when i feel tat np can bring me happiness, the days when more ppl cum, the days when gal sqd is complete....
we may suffer aches n pain...n we still now, but it is quite diff. i tink its the feeling of giving up, the fustations when u do something for a very long time...the difference is so obvious everytime a new batch of nco come...i can almost taste the diff!! making the whole situation worst is the departure of ppl....ppl tat were once so close...i dunno, i jus hate every1 nowadays...i dun even feel like toking....i dun wan to even hear my voice....everything is jus so....IRRITATING....
the days when jer n sand would leave us is like so close.... n the irritation n fustration is getting stronger too. y do we hav to go thru tis thing after 2 whole yrs....tis period of change.....sec 2 to sec3....ppl leaving for ip.....we the training sqd....
i feel so damn CHEATED!! i gave all i hav n now u r all LEAVING! leaving behind all the unfinished stuff...leaving us to rot....argh! throwing us behind to 'enjoy' the training yrs....o man...SHUT UP!!
tis all make me miss my primary skool stuff....the 6(or isit 7) ppl hu filled up my primary skool days...all was so innocent n ....FUN.... no stupid CCAs....no stupid ppl around.....
o man...i hav to cool down.....
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6:03 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
yoz!!!!! its the holidays!!!! lol.... tonns of eating, sleeping, watching tv........n more and more..............sianz........
haiz... dunno wat to do leh.... dun wan to go aniwhere but dun wan to be stuck at home....haiz.... i am hard to please.....
let me tell u abt the 2c outing we had..... we went to pizza hut and ate pizza.... damn nice siah. wei jie has tis funny hair style....he spike up, like the one mountain in the middle kind, but.... the fringe is centre parting....ewww..... then we went to arcade....
I WON liying, colin n jun ming in "street fighter versus x-men"....lol we all dunno how to play one... but tyco, tyco win...lol... but in the end i tink jun ming beat me....lol. dun care...i am still the champ..lol.
then we went to the pasir ris park..we climb the spider web...i still cannot reach the top...so shi pai. then we went to play vball at the court...but got ppl there 1st. so we have to wait... the guys totally dunno how to play v ball man.... the all play like football liddat....kick n kick. haizz. oni keng ho n wei jie playing... the rest just pai pose..lol....colin damn violent... always smack then hit ppl until damn pain...then every1 target him n keep hitting him...
we play, play, play... then we quite sian course we wan the net.. but the ppl dun go... so we damn evil... we purposely keep hitting the ball into their court...then shout"ball pls!!!" lol....then they muz stop to get our ball...lol. in the mean time, we would comment on their shen cai..lol. course they allwearing swim suite..lol but we oni comment on the guys..(eg.. fats spilling out of the shorts...blah...blah) but still damn evil... then we sian tiao n go n play bball...
keng ho really dunno how to play bball...lol....dunno it was true till i see it for myself....lol
but the whole time i was tinking abt my SUN YAN ZI album...lol, i bought it in the middle of every thing....damn nice.... u may say tat yz did not change much frm the cover..but wait till u hear wat's inside...be amazed.. the music is amzing.... it is very diverse n alot is quite queer... yz is not afraid to experiment... she oso wrote 2 songs nwrote lyrics for 1 song,,,, she oso learnt to dance.... the 'ben' mv damn nice... u can request a glimps of tis mv if u r lucky enough to see me on msn....lol... okay lay enough liao... i know i getting irritating....but all i wan to say is...if u got nothing gd to say abt yz or anything lah...then DUN COMMENT....whew....do i sound angry?? lol...must be mood swing.....
i dunno lah... i approve of negative comment, but i ting it should be constructive... good comments make ppl happy, even if it is senseless. but non-constructive ones oni make ppl sad, then y bother saying it......i stree the word 'constructivr' again...
the first aid coure yesterday was fun... totally change my view abt sj ppl... they r nice ppl.. not like some sj ppl in my class.....
cant wait to know my class...last nite i dreamt abt i getting my cls......i dun wan tat choice...it oso say i got chem+bio then full chinese lit and full geog...ew... quite close to my last choice....pls let me get my 1st choice...
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